[Rin bows his head at the admonition, for once knowing exactly what sentiment Haru was trying to express; the reason he's never told anyone about his crush on Haru as a kid is, well, first, because it would have complicated things. then, because it would have hurt Makoto's feelings and made him feel insecure. now, it seems like things couldn't get more complicated, and if Haru still had those kinds of feelings -- it wasn't Rin's secret to keep anymore, if he wanted to be honest with his boyfriend (and he does, to an absolute fault). he's a little shocked Haru kept this from Makoto, but then... isn't, too. Makoto and Haru both sometimes kept things close to their chests, and it's frustrating for someone like Rin, who can't seem to hold any emotion in]
[he says nothing, letting the calm swish of filtered water and the cool, circulated air of the room take the floor. he's going to have to repeat that painful truth later, to someone it will be more painful to, and he's in no hurry to do so; it's easy to comply with Haru's wishes, for now, and to give him the space he needs in order to close it]
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[he says nothing, letting the calm swish of filtered water and the cool, circulated air of the room take the floor. he's going to have to repeat that painful truth later, to someone it will be more painful to, and he's in no hurry to do so; it's easy to comply with Haru's wishes, for now, and to give him the space he needs in order to close it]