[ he says it calmly and boldly, because that wish is the only thing he understands out of this mess and the only thing that's clear to him. it was a dangerous thought to have, but sometimes he felt as if he could lose anyone and anything but him. still, even as they saw each other less and less back at home. ]
I can't have these feelings anymore because of that.
[ their fight before had scared him more than anything he'd ever felt in his life. to feel that there was a gap created between them, that makoto was warning him that he would keep on moving if haru didn't, terrified him. he turns, finally, and raises his forearm, glancing off to the water as he rubs at his eye with his wrist.
he knows he can't ask rin to not tell makoto, but he hopes it's something that never happens anyway. ]
Don't look at me, got it?
[ he only sounds half-heartedly irate as he keeps his sight fixed away from rin. he then starts over to sit beside him — but not very close. ]
no subject
[ he says it calmly and boldly, because that wish is the only thing he understands out of this mess and the only thing that's clear to him. it was a dangerous thought to have, but sometimes he felt as if he could lose anyone and anything but him. still, even as they saw each other less and less back at home. ]
I can't have these feelings anymore because of that.
[ their fight before had scared him more than anything he'd ever felt in his life. to feel that there was a gap created between them, that makoto was warning him that he would keep on moving if haru didn't, terrified him. he turns, finally, and raises his forearm, glancing off to the water as he rubs at his eye with his wrist.
he knows he can't ask rin to not tell makoto, but he hopes it's something that never happens anyway. ]
Don't look at me, got it?
[ he only sounds half-heartedly irate as he keeps his sight fixed away from rin. he then starts over to sit beside him — but not very close. ]